Thursday, February 08, 2007

I really need to vent.

What the hell is so hard about getting out of bed. I am about to scream I am so angry. Ryan complains about how tired he is, yet I work as much as he does, if not more, and I go to school and yet he complains about getting out of bed.

My day goes one of two ways:
A.) Up at 7:30
Dress & homework until 9
Pick up sister and go to class
Class 10 - 12:20
Drop sister at home and go to 1st job
1st job 1 - 5
2nd job from 6 until midnight, one, or even two in the morning

or B.) Up at 7:30
Work from 8 - 3
2nd job 4 - 12/1/2 am

Lather rinse repeat.

This is my one day off. And by day off I mean no school and only one job to go to, and I get home and he won't even get out of bed so we can go get groceries that are desperately needed. I know he is tired, does he think I'm not? I was falling asleep at work, fighting to keep my eyes open, and he complains about how little sleep he got.

WELL MAYBE IF YOU CAME TO BED WITH ME INSTEAD OF STAYING UP UNTIL 5:30 EVERY MORNING YOU WOULDN'T BE TIRED! He has NO EXCUSE to stay up that late, other than his sleeping is off schedule. If he came to bed with me maybe he wouldn't be so tired.

And that's another thing. We're both upset about not getting to see each other hardly ever, yet when I ask him to lay down with me until I fall asleep or go to bed with me, he complains about being hungry and goes to the living room to look up comic book stuff on the internet or watch stupid DVDs! If you're so freaking hungry then EAT AT WORK! You've worked there over 5 years, you don't have to prove yourself every single minute. TAKE A BREAK AND EAT SO I CAN SEE YOU WHEN WE'RE BOTH AT HOME!

OMG. I just want to scream and cry at the same time right now. It is taking every thing I have not to throw this keyboard at the wall, scream at him to forget the groceries, that we can just starve, and go to my sisters so I can go to sleep.

I'M EXHAUSTED TOO BUT YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO AND WE HAVE TO GET GROCERIES SO GET OUT OF THAT BED AND LETS GO!

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